plz pray for me!!!

Boards is treading closer day by day and once again same fear is getting overhead
now a days life has become too hectic as before boards, pre-board is knocking at the door.
it seems as if preboard is at the door while board is opening the garden gate.at some corner there is some ongoing reaction taking place while at other, maths is getting more like puzzles without any solution,while whole body is preaparing itself for the current to pass through.
now a days whenever any guests come i tell them to pray for me.i do not know how to rate my preparation.according to me its 60 % that our preparation matters while reamaining 40% is all in ALLAH 's hands.pray

life changes

life is changing.now a days im getting closer to the true ideology of islam.i have found that myths and misconceptions are more rampant in our society .
some days back i viewed peace tv channel.its totally rocking."just listen to their orations and i bet u will stumble into the world that was earlier hidden to u".despite being a muslim , i was unknown to quite a number of things.i had practiced many things on the name of islam that actually had no existance.being a student of maths ,usually i rummage logic behind each and every teaching of islam. i always knew that islam is a religion of logics.if it says to do something then there must be some logic behind it. on peace tv channel they encourage logical thinking.they lay reasons along with logics, before any curious non muslim.


so my suggestions to all my non muslim readers if you wanna know anything about islam just visit www.peacetv.com

TEST OR EXAM THAT YOU CANT LEAVE

Every moment you ought to give a test .The test is not a written one but based upon your own behaviour& attitude towards life & others .The basic difference in the tests that we give in schools & the aforementioned test is in the invigilator.In the latter though the invigilator is invisible ,yet around us .He maintains an account of our deeds & words.One of my cousins had said to beware as our BIG BOSS has an eye on us.Its hundred percent true.
But still we forget this gospel fact & drift towards the wrong .Our beloved prophet(peace be upon him) has also said the same .He said to have a control on your nerves .Do not yield to the heat of the moment.Avoid using expletives.Do not answer back to your adults.Forgive those who hurt you.If any word of others cuts you to the heart ,do not ponder over it instead erase such things permanently from your mind.Just be patient & endure things because endurance & patience are the key to reduce our sins.We are striving for the big goal of making a place for ourselves in heaven.But if we start paying heed to petty things coming to our way,we wont be able to reach our goal..If you follow these things which are simple to see& read but difficult to engross as your attitude towards life.,you will pass or fail.

The problem that lies here that we are well aware but we aren't potent to follow.It needs courage that we don't have ."I PITY ON MYSELF & OTHERS LIKE ME."

hum chalte chale..................

nazaron se nazerein milate chale,
fizaon se guftagu karte chale,
dil mein kuch kar dikhane kichah ko lete chale ,
apne armanon ke sang chale,
gungunate huye zindagi ki oor chale,
bas hum chalte chale;

dil mein ek arzoo liye,
kabhi maan-baap ki
muskurahat ki wajah banoon,
khushiyon ki laher liye,
ilm ki roshni liye,
sab ki zindagi ko roshan karoon ,
manzil ko paane ka hai junoon,
kuch kar dikhane ki chah liye,
bas hum chalte chale;

ambition

"what is your ambition ?"
very often this question is asked & every time I say its IIt .Before this answer comes out 1 more question knocks at the door .But this one is from a different source.Some may define this source as our internal voice ,our consience ,God's message& manifold.You can name this in different kinds but we all feel the same.
The question so often asked by my consience is not unique in its fragrance but it will compel you to ponder.Well I shouldnt keep you awaited for so long .well the simple question is the same that is what is my aim .what is the goal for which I should strive for & spend my whole life.It just cant be IIt alone .These aims are petty & transient .One of my cousins had said aim should b such that your life looks too short infront of it .You must spend your whole life in striving for one goal .There lies the real thrill in living & striving for one single goal which is difficult to achieve but not invincible .And that single goal has the potential to change the orientation of your life. You can be triumphant in "life's strife".Well, what is this aim?Those who are intelligent must have understood but others need to realise .This cant be spoon feeding instead it should be understood and realised.These materialistic aims are worthless infront of the aforementioned aim.Once you orient yourself to your real aim & get ready for the real strife , these materialistic success will automatically come to your way .Then success will surely kiss your feet.

2006 ----a blend of good & bad

2006 the year that passed by, brought a mixed bag for me . Its start was terrific for me .It was the same year when I had to give my 10th icse exam .The tension of studies was not nerve wrecking sort of . It was my father's sudden ailment that shook me .
It was 16th January ,when he had a heart attack.Thanks to God ,it was a minor one .But these two words combined together will definitely arise fright in the minds of listeners .After this there was the phase when my dad got admitted & got angioplasty done .Adding to all this topsy-turvy ,time was slipping from my hands & exams were knocking at the door . While dad was picking up ,I had a sigh of relief . I think my exams were supposed to commence from 2nd of march .
The next incident that I'm going to recount ,will surely make u believe that we are really helpless in front of HIM.We really do not know what he restores for us .It was the early morning of 28th february that really shook me &almost moved me to tears. Around 2:30 am,I had just gone to sleep after studying late night when my mumma got stomachache around 3:30 .It was severe& was hospitalised in the morning.she was diagnosed to have gal stones .Now just after 2 days i had my exams.
The first day when i went to give my exam ,mumma was still in hospital.I gave all my exams & time drifted to may .season was changed to scorching heat .I think my result was out on 19th may . It was evening .Around 4pm my bro informed me that i passed with good marks .My percentage was 92.2%& that was really good if u look at the phase through which I went & gave my exams .