Allah ll forgive

Mashaallah I have many blessings from Allah and he had been kind and merciful on me that I have scanty vocabulary to describe them here . Even though we realize this we fail to implement the same when a tough time comes we crib on what we don't have or what we had thought to achieve but on some account we couldn't. We crib and complaint to our caretaker forgetting the past mercies. We don't realise and keep faith in his decision . we don't stand true to our own words and might divert to a different direction if required. As a human I feel we try to be true but fail short in the tougher times .